♥Tuesday, October 20, 2009♥
Well, today in class, tears nearly came rolling down on my cheeks as I look at the old pictures in Facebook. To think my grandmother have left us for 5 years, how I miss her. Not to forget, my late cousin who have also left us for 5 years. Everything seems to be happening very fast, it just felt like they were gone just a few days. Within 5 years, a lot of things have changed be it people's behaviour or nature. And it's been long since I visit their graves. Each time I wanted to go surely there is some obstacles. But I will make sure that once I got my license, I will make my way there since currently no one want to go. Just looking at their pictures will make me feel how much I have missed them. The old memories flashes here and there. The happy moments, the sad moments even the day how they left us is still fresh in my mind. That will sure be one of my precious memories. Just pray that they're fine over there without any worries, happy with their life over there. Well, for sure we don't know what they're doing up there but for sure we want the best for them. Even now, my paternal family pictures doesn't seem to be complete without her, but we still have continue with our daily lives right?? And that's what I'm doing.
Artist : Datin Seri Siti Nurhaliza
Apapun yang terjadi
Berjalanlah tanpa henti
Air mata tertahan
Waktu untuk dijatuhkan
Nanti kita kan tahu
Betapa bijaknya hidup
Sepahit apapun ini
Pelajaran yang berarti
Semoga kepergianmu
Tak akan merubah apapun
Semoga mampu kulawan
Kesepianku
Nanti kita kan tahu
Betapa bijaknya hidup
Sepahit apapun ini
Pelajaran yang berarti
Semoga kepergianmu
Tak akan merubah apapun
Semoga mampu kulawan
Kesepianku
Semoga kepergianmu
Tak akan merubah apapun
Semoga mampu kulawan
Kesepianku
Semoga kepergianmu
Tak akan
Semoga mampu kulawan
Kesepianku
Apapun yang terjadi
Berjalanlah tanpa henti
P.S : This two songs are dedicated to both of them especially "Everytime", I dedicated it to my beloved Cousin
Artist : Britney Spears
Apapun yang terjadi
Berjalanlah tanpa henti
Air mata tertahan
Waktu untuk dijatuhkan
Nanti kita kan tahu
Betapa bijaknya hidup
Sepahit apapun ini
Pelajaran yang berarti
Semoga kepergianmu
Tak akan merubah apapun
Semoga mampu kulawan
Kesepianku
Nanti kita kan tahu
Betapa bijaknya hidup
Sepahit apapun ini
Pelajaran yang berarti
Semoga kepergianmu
Tak akan merubah apapun
Semoga mampu kulawan
Kesepianku
Semoga kepergianmu
Tak akan merubah apapun
Semoga mampu kulawan
Kesepianku
Semoga kepergianmu
Tak akan
Semoga mampu kulawan
Kesepianku
Apapun yang terjadi
Berjalanlah tanpa henti
P.S : This two songs are dedicated to both of them especially "Everytime", I dedicated it to my beloved Cousin
Artist : Britney Spears
Notice me, take my hand
Why are we strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me
Everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you, baby
I make believe that you are here
It's the only way I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy
And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby
I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song's my sorry
At night I pray
That soon your face will fade away
And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby
This is for you too... Your favourite artist!!!!
♥i shall stop it here
@ 10/20/2009 09:01:00 PM
@ 10/20/2009 09:01:00 PM
♥Saturday, October 17, 2009♥
What The Hell.... If I know I will go sia.... Well.. it's just Carrie Underwood making her way down to Singapore today for ION Building opening ceremony... Should have go sia if I know about it earlier. Such a waste, it's like not everytime she will make her way down to Singapore... And to think I miss it... Argh!!!! Well, basically she was the one responsible for making me listen to country musics now but of course more to her songs la.... Now my mind keep thinking about this sia... Haiyo so ma fan sia...
Anyway to all my Indian friends, Happy Deepavali, enjoy your day!!!! :D
Anyway to all my Indian friends, Happy Deepavali, enjoy your day!!!! :D
♥i shall stop it here
@ 10/17/2009 12:27:00 AM
@ 10/17/2009 12:27:00 AM
♥Friday, October 16, 2009♥
Just a post I feel like posting...hehex... Well bascially I think this is the reason why she can still maintain in the singing industry and still well-beloved by people even though there's a lot of haters out there. For those interested, come watch the video. Enjoy!!!
♥i shall stop it here
@ 10/16/2009 06:53:00 PM
@ 10/16/2009 06:53:00 PM
♥Monday, October 12, 2009♥
This lyric has so much meaning in it.
Artist : Dato' Siti Nurhaliza
Title : Tahajjud Cinta
Kau datang ketika duka
Dan bintang bercahya
Tunjukku ke jalan syurga
Artist : Dato' Siti Nurhaliza
Title : Tahajjud Cinta
Kau datang ketika duka
Dan bintang bercahya
Tunjukku ke jalan syurga
Ku haus di tengah laut
Lemas mencari tempat berpaut
Kirimkan aku kekuatan
Serta pedoman dikesesatan
Ku sunyi dalam gembira
Perih pedih tanggung derita
Sungguh aku bukan wali
Yang suci dari hina dan benci
Kau datang ketika duka
Dan bintang bercahya
Tunjukku ke jalan syurga..
Terlalu lama aku mencuba
Terlalu banyak cinta yang ku damba
Tiada yang sempurna hanyalah fana
Tuhan.. ampuni hambaMu
Kau datang ketika duka
Dan bintang bercahya
Tunjukku ke jalan syurga..
Ku rebah di dada malam
Memecah dendam yang lama diam
Ku tanggalkan baju dunia
Dakapku dengan selimut syurga
Ya Tuhanku hanya padaMu
Tempat mengadu segala rindu
Limpahiku rahmat kasihmu
Dalam Tahajjud Cinta bersujud
♥i shall stop it here
@ 10/12/2009 01:35:00 AM
@ 10/12/2009 01:35:00 AM
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Like I say, 3rd week of Hari Raya is the day where I get to meet my grandad(dad side) for the first time. It's been long since I met him actually. So today is the day where we gather together to ask for forgiveness from him since he is the only one left. Now the complete family picture has been taken but except today my elder brother was not around since he's working. Today, we also get a treat from Sis Wani for passing her driving license last Friday. We got to eat Ice Cream...YAY!!! Been long since I ate one. Hahax...Thanks for the treat btw. This year, I managed to break my own ice by talking to most of my cousins, laughter here and there. Coincidently, there's two business person came to introduce to us about this product which is actually good. Actually I like the products introduced. And I definitely learnt something useful today, that is, not to drink mineral water no more. Cause it has a long term effect, which can harden your nerves, can even cause heart failure and etc. Hearing that alone is making stop drinking it. Didn't know it has a harmful effect to us.
Enough about that, today was my mum's birthday..so not too late yet... Happy Birthday mum... hope you get what you wish for yesterday. I too hope it will happen. N to Sis Wani... Congratulations on your passing driving license... Hope it will be my turn soon.. :D
Tommorrow is the 2nd week for last semester... it happen quite fast rite... Soon it will be 10 weeks already, and we will be getting our 3 weeks break..
Another thing, I hope I would get the interview letter from Air Force soon. At least I can set relax my mind after that but hopefully it won't clash with my schedules.
♥i shall stop it here
@ 10/12/2009 12:57:00 AM
@ 10/12/2009 12:57:00 AM
♥Friday, October 09, 2009♥
Yeah...it's the last semester for everyone in their 3rd year.. I think it's the most critical semester, since we have to pass the modules before we can graduate. For me, I think I must pass all, You know why...because since the course I'm taking now, I'm the last batch, and there's one module that die die I must pass cause even if I were to retake, there's no more of that module. So what do you think...hahax... So far my first week went well, Monday is the most challenging day I guess since I'm taking my elective module and it requires music theory plus you need to compose your own song. So that's the only module I hope I can do well since I chose it. So to all my friends out there, come on let's do our best for our last semester... CAIYOK!!!! GO GO GO!!!
♥i shall stop it here
@ 10/09/2009 01:55:00 PM
@ 10/09/2009 01:55:00 PM
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So here's the update that I owe my blog. Let's all start off with the Hari Raya...
This year, my paternal grandfather was not in Singapore, therefore we celebrate our first day of Raya at my uncle's house @ Yishun. What's more he just got a newborn baby, so it is much more convinient for him to have it @ home plus there isn't a need for his wife to cook so much since we are having a pot luck thingy where every family will bring at least a dish. My mum was in charge of Lontong and Rendang Daging. There was quite a lot of foods there, sambal udang, lodeh, ketupat and more which I eventually forget the names.
So the supposed meet up time was at 3pm becomes 5pm. So those who reach early have to wait for a few hours. But well, it's Hari Raya mah, so what's with waiting for a while right?? Yes it was quite fun la, plus I get to meet up with my cousins which I rarely meet. Chit-Chat here and there among everyone in the house. Oh yes, even though the house was kinda small, but we managed to snap a picture of us without my grandad of course. It's been three weeks of Hari Raya and we'll be meeting him for the first time this Sunday. Three weeks long waiting for him to come back to Singapore.
After about 6.30pm, it's time for everyone to continue their journey, and for my family, we're all heading to my maternal's parents house. So there we go again, my bro drives the car since he rarely get to drive the car due to his work shifts and stuffs. Upon reaching there, only 3 families has reached and the rest I think are on their way. The situation more hectic and chaotic when more family arrives since my grandparents live in a 3 room flat. So what do you expect right?? We just have to give in to the others that have just arrived ESPECIALLY those elder uncles n aunties.
Sometimes I do wonder, Hari Raya, shouldn't we forgive and forget about the past?? But it didn't happen to me for a certain people. One thing is that, they don't seem to know their mistakes. So what do I do....Just have to ignore them la, if not I don't know ah what will happen. Better keep a distance than getting myself into more trouble. Because of that incident, I rest my case of inviting them out for Iftar or something. If they want and if they are sincere, then I might consider joining them. If not, forget it I say.
So back to my grandparents house, eventually nothing much la, because of the chaotic situation, me and my small cousins go to the park under my grandparents block and relax there instead of just sitting in the house so cramped. It's not that I'm complaining that the house it so small, but give in la. Some people don't have this "Give In" thingy in them. So what if they are the elders there, only they can occupy the place is it. Then how about the others?? Sit outside?? Haix...forget about them. What matters is having fun with my cousins is enough even though not with all of them. But I'm happy with the cousins I'm having right now.
So well, that's my first day of hari raya, I won't drag it more and go into more raya stories. So let's just view the pix we took. I like my family picture the best.... :D
P.S... The pix are small sia...never mind, there's more in my Facebook..
This year, my paternal grandfather was not in Singapore, therefore we celebrate our first day of Raya at my uncle's house @ Yishun. What's more he just got a newborn baby, so it is much more convinient for him to have it @ home plus there isn't a need for his wife to cook so much since we are having a pot luck thingy where every family will bring at least a dish. My mum was in charge of Lontong and Rendang Daging. There was quite a lot of foods there, sambal udang, lodeh, ketupat and more which I eventually forget the names.
So the supposed meet up time was at 3pm becomes 5pm. So those who reach early have to wait for a few hours. But well, it's Hari Raya mah, so what's with waiting for a while right?? Yes it was quite fun la, plus I get to meet up with my cousins which I rarely meet. Chit-Chat here and there among everyone in the house. Oh yes, even though the house was kinda small, but we managed to snap a picture of us without my grandad of course. It's been three weeks of Hari Raya and we'll be meeting him for the first time this Sunday. Three weeks long waiting for him to come back to Singapore.
After about 6.30pm, it's time for everyone to continue their journey, and for my family, we're all heading to my maternal's parents house. So there we go again, my bro drives the car since he rarely get to drive the car due to his work shifts and stuffs. Upon reaching there, only 3 families has reached and the rest I think are on their way. The situation more hectic and chaotic when more family arrives since my grandparents live in a 3 room flat. So what do you expect right?? We just have to give in to the others that have just arrived ESPECIALLY those elder uncles n aunties.
Sometimes I do wonder, Hari Raya, shouldn't we forgive and forget about the past?? But it didn't happen to me for a certain people. One thing is that, they don't seem to know their mistakes. So what do I do....Just have to ignore them la, if not I don't know ah what will happen. Better keep a distance than getting myself into more trouble. Because of that incident, I rest my case of inviting them out for Iftar or something. If they want and if they are sincere, then I might consider joining them. If not, forget it I say.
So back to my grandparents house, eventually nothing much la, because of the chaotic situation, me and my small cousins go to the park under my grandparents block and relax there instead of just sitting in the house so cramped. It's not that I'm complaining that the house it so small, but give in la. Some people don't have this "Give In" thingy in them. So what if they are the elders there, only they can occupy the place is it. Then how about the others?? Sit outside?? Haix...forget about them. What matters is having fun with my cousins is enough even though not with all of them. But I'm happy with the cousins I'm having right now.
So well, that's my first day of hari raya, I won't drag it more and go into more raya stories. So let's just view the pix we took. I like my family picture the best.... :D
P.S... The pix are small sia...never mind, there's more in my Facebook..
♥i shall stop it here
@ 10/09/2009 01:29:00 PM
@ 10/09/2009 01:29:00 PM
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