Yah so the day went on quite fast yet feels so slow....but yup once again things just came to my mind...all these happen on the way back home... I somehow remembered the past... and how I miss three person in my life...all the happy moments with them have come to an end...it's been 4 years without them around...but well...i really don't know how all these happen...it's been reoccuring in my mind...even when i reached my home....it was the relationship i should cherish... if they were alive, wouldn't it be more fun with more people around us....that was when i remember.... if my late cousin were to be there yesterday at the birthday party...it will sure be a lot more fun...i remember when she was around...the whole family at my mum's side had a gathering.... and we all came up to a point where everyone will wear red...and after the dinner...all the cousins took pix together....all in red...and yesterday was like reoccurance of what happen....how i miss those days where we cousins had fun....but it seems that as the day comes by....everyone is busy with their things now and rarely meet up with each other already....haiz...it's like out of sudden i have no mood for anything...somemore plus the recent things that happen...so i guessed i end it here for now.....